Bradley L. Morris, II

Throughout my life, I’ve had some profound out of body experiences. I’ve had dreams and visions of communicating with my inner child and my inner warrior, and with other forms of Intelligence. I will release with this book a small sample of a few of the out-of-body experiences I’ve been fortunate enough to have. A lot of these gave me great revelations, which I’ve done my best to insert into this book. But there was one very profound out-of-body experience that I will share right now.

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One day, I was in a personal ceremony. I began with prayer, smudging, and I read a beautiful forgiveness manuscript. I lay down on my mattress with a smile, and I remember slowly melting into the floor. Suddenly, it felt like I became my two eyeballs. I was no longer identified with my body and mind, but I was identified with my eyeballs. I could sense the circumference and shape of them, but I couldn’t feel the rest of my body.

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Suddenly, it felt like my eyeballs fell out of my head and to the right side of my body. I remember looking back at my body and realizing that I wasn’t in my body anymore. I wasn’t afraid, I was at peace, and it felt a little funny seeing my body outside of my body. It just felt like a cartoon or something strange. I remember suddenly there was this swirl of consciousness, and all I saw was this white background, and I felt this swirl, like teardrops spinning in a slow, warped manner. It was almost like that swirly feeling when you get really, really drunk and you feel like you have to throw up, except this experience was much different than that. Everything kept swirling and swirling, and I remember all of a sudden, I got a lot of anxiety, and I was actually afraid for my life. I thought I could die. And then suddenly I had this thought, “Oh my gosh, I’m a demon and I’m being exercised right now.” I was terrified, but I was also open to being exercised. If I were in fact a demon, I was so surrendered in my state of being that I was ready for it all to be over. And I felt this ripping out of my body, ripping out of my soul – I felt my soul scream in terror – there was like this splitting or this tearing, and that swirly thing revealed itself as my ego. And I remember it was ripped off me almost as if it was a demon being exercised from my body. My ego literally felt like it was exercised from me.

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That’s how strongly we are attached to our sense of identity. Our families, our culture, the pursuit of happiness, and all the other things we’ve been fed – we lose our identity in these things. I felt it pull away from me and rip away from me, and then the swirliness with the white background turned into a white sphere, and I was able to just kind of look at my ego in the form of a sphere as if I was separate from it. I was looking face-to-face at my ego as a separate entity from me. And then I opened my eyes. I looked around and felt so strange and didn’t move. I just lay there realizing that there’s nothing to really figure out. There really is nothing to figure out. And another beautiful thing is that there’s nothing to prove.

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Anyhow, I closed my eyes again and I remember this beautiful white light shining from my feet to my head, absorbing me entirely. I remember having the thought, “Oh, this is what everyone’s talking about.” I always felt like everyone knew something that I didn’t, and that maybe they all had the secret to life and knew I didn’t have it. The voice that said this was my ego still speaking, but as it spoke, it was replaced by a voiceless voice, sort of like a feeling but more like an inner knowing. There was this feeling like a small part of me has always been in touch with this white light. I remember all sense of time, space and matter just disappeared, and I became one with the Creator. And it seemed like thousands of years went by, and I was still just lying there on this mattress, not moving – One with pure light. And then, I remember thinking about my daughters, and I wanted to go be with them, so I slowly started returning to my body. I had to remember what sound was, what breathing is, and what time was. I had to remember all those things, all of the basic things that we don’t really think about in our day-to-day life.

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Immediately after this experience, I became extremely confused, depressed, nihilistic, and judgmental. I felt like judging the entire world as if everyone was crazy, and I just felt like an angry little baby. It was as if I had been given a second chance. It was as if I was able to build my ego back up from the ground up and to be able to experience a fresh life without any influence of previous experiences.

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A few months went by, and I got more depressed. I asked people, “What even is Healing?” “Are we just making all of this up?” I don’t think that it’s possible to actually heal. I think people are just lying to themselves. And I was being very pure with all these innocent thoughts, questioning everything. Then, slowly but surely, a few years passed, and I fully rebuilt myself from the ground up. I remained authentic with how I felt, and I didn’t feel a need to pretend to be anything. I stopped chasing romantic relationships and the Illusion of the Planet.

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Without much effort, it was as if the silence of God kept whispering to me until I became awakened. Now, silence is my favorite time of the day. I used to look for fulfillment in being around other people all the time and in romantic relationships, or just constantly being at parties or out of the house. But now my absolute favorite time of life is when I’m by myself. And my second favorite time in life is when I’m with my children. And while I enjoy being around other people, it’s not necessarily something that I go searching for anymore. It hit me that only when we are delighted by ourselves in complete silence are we able to truly and deeply love anyone. Otherwise, we’re just looking for other people to help us fill the void of not wanting to be alone ourselves. We run from ourselves, we run to alcohol, we run to drugs, we run to people. And there’s no judgment from me to others about that because I know that we’re all searching for the same thing: peace. But there is a true peace that surpasses all understanding.

 

So, I just wanted to share this book with you, this first step into Enlightenment. There only needs to be one step. This could be the only step you take. This could lead to immediate Enlightenment.

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The next book I’m going to release soon is called “The Kingdom and The Garden: A Guide to Romantic Relationships After Enlightenment. And I think you will enjoy it!